John 20:11 But Mary stood weeping outside the tomb. As she wept, she bent over to look into the tomb; 12 and she saw two angels in white, sitting where the body of Jesus had been lying, one at the head and the other at the feet. 13 They said to her, “Woman, why are you weeping?” She said to them, “They have taken away my Lord, and I do not know where they have laid him.” 14 When she had said this, she turned around and saw Jesus standing there, but she did not know that it was Jesus. 15 Jesus said to her, “Woman, why are you weeping? Whom are you looking for?” Supposing him to be the gardener, she said to him, “Sir, if you have carried him away, tell me where you have laid him, and I will take him away.” 16 Jesus said to her, “Mary!” She turned and said to him in Hebrew, “Rabbouni!” (which means Teacher). 17 Jesus said to her, “Do not hold on to me, because I have not yet ascended to the Father. But go to my brothers and say to them, ‘I am ascending to my Father and your Father, to my God and your God.’ ” 18 Mary Magdalene went and announced to the disciples, “I have seen the Lord”; and she told them that he had said these things to her.
It may seem like a trivial issue, but I’m perplexed by Mary’s inability to recognize Jesus when he’s standing right in front of her. Mary was among the inner circle of disciples, along with those who would become apostles after Jesus ascended to heaven. Had women been allowed to be disciples, Mary Magdalene may very well have been the 13th disciple. As a close community, Jesus and his disciples spent a LOT of time together, essentially living together. I suppose this is simply another in a long list of questions I’ll want to ask Jesus when I see him face to face someday.